Where did you begin 2008?
Living in Old Lyme.....
What was your status by Valentine's Day?
Thought i had a decent enough life, loving bf, great friends
Were you in school anytime this year?
Nope
Did you have to go to the hospital?
Too many times to count... just got out of the hospital again on weds morning.....
Did you have any encounters with the police?
Just parking tickets over the summer... does that count......
Where did you go on vacation?
Nowhere really
What did you purchase that was over $100?
car, sunglasses, rent, bills, my new Blackberry,
Did you know anybody who got married?
ummmm probably but nothing is coming to me right now
Did you know anybody who passed away?
too many to count...
Did you move anywhere?
HA! moved out of the turcottes house in OL, in with my Brother in NL, then ack to my mom's, now my AMAZING house in NL with the best roommates ever.....
What sporting events did you attend?
nope
What concerts/shows did you go to?
Kelly Clarkson and Reba Mcentire, Donna Summers, and countless drag shows
Describe your birthday:
Spent my Bday at the Rail and Franks with the best people in the entire world, Got spanked by Drag Queens at both shows and then cried cause i WAS so happy hahaha
What is the one thing you thought you would not do, but did, in 2008?
Say goodbye to someone i thought was my best friend, stop talking to family members
What has been your favorite moment?
Moving into my new house, Everyday here is amazing, and my roommates mean the world to me, there are my family
Any new additions to your family?
no new additions, except my sisters gf vickie
What was your best month?
October, i met someone amazing, caring and honest
Make new friends?
MELAINE!!! and tons more, my friends are the best people i have ever met
Favorite Night out?
My Birthday Party
Other than home, where did you spend most of your time?
Work, or at the Rail.
Have you lost any friends this year?
I lost my best friend, but realized who my best friends truly are, i love you whitney, melaine, and chris
Change your hairstyle?
It's always changing
How old did/do you turn this year?
24
Do you have a New Year's resolution?
I don't make them, cause i don't keep them
Do anything embarrassing?
Always do
Buy anything new from eBay?
a couple of things but nothing too important
Get married or divorced?
I guess you can say i got divorced, Kicked his sorry ass to the curb and have never been happier, I'm single and ready to party
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Page Summary
January 2009
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So i guess that i am feeling better about things today, yesterday just really bugged me. I am however getting sicker and that sucks ass, I wanted to finish my xmas shopping today but everyone i wanted to go shopping with is busy and doesn't have time, so i guess i will scramble to finish it this weekend. I have to sell giftcards tomorrow at work, so i think i will try and finish it tomorrow before i head over to OB. Or maybe i will see if i can borrow my sisters car and do it tonight... who knows.... So I have been laying in bed, trying to fall asleep, and I can't. So I start to think about all the reasons i am unable to fall asleep at night. Tonight some people i work with thought it would be kind to let me know all the things i should change about myself, in an effort to "help me". So here is the thing, the people who are giving me this so called advise, have only know me for about 7 months..... at work. We have never hung out outside of work, never held a serious conversation, and the feel the need to tell me who i should be??? What The Fuck?!?!? While i understand that it was meant in a caring fashion, did it ever occur to them even for a second that maybe the things they were saying were hurtful? Most people think that i am super sensative, and that kid gloves need to be worn when talking to me. That's not in the least bit true, i take almost nothing people say to me seriously. But when i am being attack about who i am as a person, how can you not? I get that i am flamboyant, i get that i am loud, and i ge that i have a very high energy level. Some people are thrown off by that and that is more than acceptable. However, i do not, nor have i ever told someone how to act or who to be, so why is it acceptable for someone to do that to me? Aside from being flamboyant, loud, and energetic, i am also very upfront and honest. Any one who knows me knows that if i don't like you, i ignore you, i won' speak to AT ALL, much less tell you who i think you should be. Has it ever occurred to anyone that i am happy with who i am? and what's wrong with how i act, does it really directly affect anyone around me? is the way a person acts really life changiong that it needs to be changed? I hate it when people have to change everyone to fit into a category or box that needs a label. I just wishe that people knew that the things they say can be hurtful.... But no one has ever cared about my feelings before so why would i think that things would change? so today was supposed to be my day off, but megan called me this morning sounding like crap, and i just couldn't say NO to her, plus the extra money is just what i need for the holiday season. I am trainging this new girl Brandi today and tomorrow, she seems so nice and sweet hopefully she will work out and not have tons or attitude like someother people i have to work with. Things are going pretty OK lately, I am not feeling as down as i usually am, Things don't look promising or positive but maybe it's the holidays that are making me happy. SO THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING PRETTY WELL I GUESS, HOPEFULLY I'LL HAVE A CAR AGAIN SOON, AND EVERYTHING AT WORK IS ABSOLUTELY AWESOME. I'M STARTING A DIET IN THE MORNING AND I REALLY HAVE TO PUSH MYSELF THIS TIME, NO HALF ASSED BULLSHIT I REALLY REALLY WANNA LOSE WEIGHT, I KINDA FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO, ESPECIALLY AFTER EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH THE CHROHN'S... I WANNA BE HEALTHY AND REALLY START TAKING BETTER CARE OF MYSELF... SO WISH ME LUCK.... I'VE BEEN FEELING PRETTY SHITTY LATELY. NOT REALLY SURE WHAT'S GOING ON. I'M TRYING MY BEST TO KEEP MY SPIRITS UP SO THAT I DON'T HAVE TO GO BACK ON MEDICATION AGAIN. THAT IS MY ULTIMATE GOAL IS JUST BEING HAPPY AND LOVING EVERYTHING. So true.....lol
That rabbit is fucking sneaky!!!! <3 ya Jojo So i had my first day of work today... better known as orientation.... it was awesome.... and i think i am going to LOVE working there..... Hey party people.... What's shaking?!? There comes a point in your life when you look back and realize the things/people you need in your life and the things/people you don't. You look back at every decision and wonder if you should have turned left when you turned right. If you should have bought those shoes, instead of wearing the same ones you've had for years. So many things change... And i love it!!! So i decide to creat a new livejournal.... Everyone should ADD me cuz i am Hella Cool...... Talk to everyone soon..... need to get ready for work.... |
